The opposite night time I had the sudden urge to simply scrap the weblog and every thing with it — all my socials, my GoodReads web page, this particular web site — and take into consideration simply studying (and reflecting) privately.
I am unsure if this urge is actual or a results of my concussion; however I preserve flip-flopping between eager to hit ‘delete’ on plenty of accounts and feeling small pangs of fear that I will remorse shifting on.
That is my twelfth 12 months running a blog however I really feel like I am getting worse at it relatively than higher. I discover my critiques missing; I really feel very conscious of how little I work together with different bloggers. I do not suppose I’ve a contemporary viewpoint or notion. And I am much less within the e book publicity machine today so I am unsure what worth there may be in me making an attempt to speak about books relatively blandly. (This is not me fishing for compliments, btw!)
This may be the second or third time I’ve thought of shifting on, so perhaps that is trace sufficient. In case you’ve saved on, what retains going? Any suggestions? Or any questions I ought to ask myself earlier than deciding to maneuver on? I do not wish to preserve doing one thing out of inertia or a worry of lacking out and I do not wish to give up one thing as a result of I am feeling moody from my accident or insecure or no matter. I am unsure I’ve bought anybody studying right here who was a blogger and now not is not, however for those who’ve any recommendation, I might love to listen to it.
Are you aware whenever you may give up?